[Note]TS note for Kyu Jong

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For Kyu Jong Oppa.... From My Deepest Heart..
by Kyuko Kimura on Friday, November 12, 2010 at 8:09am

For Kyu Jong Oppa.... From My Deepest Heart..

WELCOME TO INDONESIA, OPPA.......!!!! ^___^

that was the first sentence in my mind when first time i read the news about your fan meeting and Indonesia is one of countries in your list...
I'm so happy... speechless.. so excited..
wow........!! it's a surprise for TS Indonesia...
i never think before that you will visit Indonesia this year...
hahaha... it's difficult for me to believe that you will visit Indonesia soon...
i read the news again and again... for many times..
hehehe.. the news made me smile all day...
this is my chance to meet you... may be i also have chance to talk with you..
I wanna come there... to the FM....
wanna meet you and Young Saeng oppa...
i save money... make a plan with my friend... and fortunately, the FM is about the end of December or early January..
that's my holiday....!!! :DDD

but...

i can't go there... T___T
my parents don't allow me to go there....
huufftt..... i can do nothing...
i can't meet you...sorry oppa...

honestly, i'm so envy with other TS that can attend the FM....
hhhh.... how lucky they are...

sometimes i think...
I'm a bad TS, aren't I....??
I'm not like other TS...
I never buy any stuff that related with SS501...
I never join any TS gathering....
I can't speak Korean...
I don't attach SS501 posters in my room...
I never buy any DVD...
I'm an admin in a group and page (SS5001 Green Peas Power).. but i never do what should i do as admin...
and now, I never update news about SS501....
I can't do those all..
cause I'm so busy with my school..

yeah... may be I'm not good TS... ( oh my God..my tears are dropping.. i may not cry..)
I'm not your Green Peas Princess....
I'M NOT TRUE TRIPLE S....
but....
no matter what happen..
I still love you..
I know love is not enough...
but in fact, i can do nothing..
sorry..

Oppa, i have other dreams beside wanna meet you...
i have many dreams..
and now, i try to reach all of them...
I try to make my parents proud...
I try to be the best...
I try so hard..
please wish me luck...
sorry... for this time.. i can't pay my attention to SS501...
start from this time, i can't focus to SS501 anymore..
i don't know how many 'sorry' i should say..

Oppa...
I will be a fighter in a "BIG WAR"
hehehe.. the "war" is exams..
I have great exams for 3 months..
ahaha.. 3 months full of exams...
It's so hard..please wish me luck.. ^^

Oppa...
you know... I often dream about you..
I often meet you in my dream..hehehe...
may be if I meet you in real world..I may drop all of my tears...
I will cry... I don't know why I should cry...
hhh.. but that's all just in my dream..
I can never meet you...
aahh.. it's okay..
as long as I see you okay and healthy...
I'm happy...
Oh ya.. and what about my letter..??
have you read it...??
sorry if it's so bad..
I hope you save it well... ^_^

Oppa...
please don't hate me...
I will be back when you also comeback...
Hehehe.. we comeback together...
it's so sweet isn't it..??
next year will be great...

Oppa....
once more...
WELCOME TO INDONESIA...
I hope you will like Indonesia..
Indonesian people are kind..hehehe...

Oppa..
you can't read this note..
you can never...
so, i just save this for myself in my heart...

no matter what happen...
I always love you...
I always miss you...

SS501 oppadeul...
zutto kimi wo aishiteru..
thanks for everything you gave to me...
bye for now..
see you next year...


--with my love, my smile, and my tears--
ps : you are my hikari.. you are my hoshi... you are my hikaru hoshi...

credit:From Kyuko Kimura's note @ FB

Oh!!!!!!! Snow Prince,I see you love for Kyu Jong